`Monday, December 20, 2004;__
boring day.
okay i cant sleep again!! i'm sick!
well i'm not lah jus kinda not use to it.
last nite i log off at arnd 12 plus and
this mornin i wake up arnd 4?
couldnt slp.. so was lyin on my bed
doin nth useful? got off my bed arnd 8 am
so online and stuff. oh chat with Dean again.
hahas kinda addicted to chattin with him.
and as usual we tok alot of craps.
he claims tt i'm headless and stuff!
wad a joke? lols oh had a nice conversation
with him! he cheers me up! feel totally gd!
after tt called teng but she havent wake up?
smsed her and ask her to give me a call
after she get the msg. so yea she called.
and we decided to meet up at lot 1.
okay so i asked chenswee along! first time
i 'date' him?! and guess wad?
he said he not free! wtf.. my first time jus
gone lk tt? oh mann got so damn pissed with
him. so took mrt and went to lot 1 to meet teng!
and on the way chenswee called? tok loads of craps!
which i totally dun give a fuckin damn! coz ..
cos my 'FIRST' time jus GONE lk tt!
fine! boi next tiime i will jus say:
'ben xiao jie mei kong' tts it!
fuck tt!
had our lunch at LJS. and shop for awhile
and i bought a blusher-makeup thingy-
hahas i got the right one finally!
oh and we saw amanda,pei pei, wei jie,
yvoone, jasmine,wan jun they all at lvl 4.
so apparently manda didnt even see me!
oh gosh! my heart broke into zillion
bits and piecessss! i was so sad but i didnt
say a single thing pretent tt i was so
damn ALRIGHT! wadde fuck rite?
i missed her so much and i even smsed
her to show tt i really missed her lk hell
and she jus send me a msg tru` frenster
sayin tt she changed her hp no. fuckk tt.
so okay fine but at least she still manage
to see tt msg! so yea she said she didnt see
me she only saw Huiteng ALONE?
hello gal? i was jus RIGHT BESIDE her!
how can u didnt notice me? u gave an excuse
tt u didnt noe i cut my hair?
hello? u saw me the other day when i
went to sch for band prac okay?! and
tt time my hair was alr short!
oh mann i got so heart broken sia.!
DEAR MANDA DO U NOE HOW MUCH
I MISS YA? oh gosh i sound so lessbian.
well i aint les. i m normal! jus tt i miss
my fren far too much! she she didnt
even notice me when i saw her!
wad is this world cumin to? oh mann..
okay forget it!
so we went to send the christmas cards!
so qiao teng she oso send 15 cards eh! me too!
well ppl if u all receive the cards pls inform
me k?
the 15 ppl are:
-4 asses`
-Hui wen
-geokpoh
-alicia
-natalie
-sheena
-nerissa
-Huimiang
-vicky
-jon
-darren koh
-zk
and i gonna send few more includin:
*Amanda
*Huimin
*Rowenna
*chenswee
.[[if u had been hurt greatly,also
means u haf been greatly in love?]].
how true is it?
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:46 PM;__
